posted 11-08- 06:33 PM
Oh Lord. What a day.Y'know, when I went to bed at 2:30am last night, after living through the winning of Florida by Gore, and then having it taken back again, I had actually reached a peaceful plateau, and went to bed satisfied with the results of the national election.
I know, I know, it sounds weird for someone who Propwash would probably refer to as some "Pansy-Ass Bleeding Heart Liberal Scum," but really, I was at peace with myself.
I had actually resigned myself to a Bush presidency. Why? Well, if you're silly enough to actually read my posts after the first paragraph or two, I'll tell ya...
For 8 years as an American, I have had to endure more whining than I care to remember. Everybody was whining. The Republicans about the Democrats, the Democrats about the Republicans, back and forth, back and forth.
I had a good conversation with a good Republican friend of mine today, and I said, "Y'know, it's no wonder everybody thinks Clinton didn't do anything when he was in office. The only thing people in this country were paying attention was who he had slept with before the election, and the DNA count in a semen stain on a dress AFTER he was elected."
My Republican friend laughed, and said, "No shit."
So I went to bed thinking, "Hey, y'know, really, this isn't so bad in the long run. For the first time in 8 years, we'll have a guy without a lot of kharmic baggage hanging over him.
I mean sure, the DUI thing, the spoiled rotten kid stuff, but not the kind of stuff that has been whined about ad nauseam for the last 8 years with Bill Clinton.
The Republicans think the White House has been "tainted"...they think it needs to be "cleansed"...well, shoot...okay...CLEANSE AWAY!"
Seriously, I thought to myself, "Alright then, take your Republican Lysol, and spray it with careless abandon all over the property at 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue.
You've got the House, the Senate, and the goddamn White House. There's no real cloud over your head...let's see what you can do."
I thought for the next four years, we as a people would be able to do something we haven't been able to do for the last eight.
We'd be able to actually watch a president do his thing, with control of both the Senate and the House, and not have his work overshadowed and drowned out by a bunch of rabid zealots, intent on making him out to be the Spawn From Hell, at all costs.
I thought to myself it would almost be refreshing. Here would be the chance to let the Republicans do their "Cleansing Thing," and not be able to bitch for a while.
Shit, let'em have four years. We could actually start paying attention to what a president really does for the country, and see how he handles the economy, health care, the military, education, etc...
All without the embarassing scenario of normally intelligent, responsible individuals participate non-stop, in an unbridled witch-hunt, that will probably never be equalled for the rest of time.
So, like I said, kind of strange for me (Prop, Sv, and all you other wild-and-crazy Republican guys, really I am a MODERATELY liberal Democrat, and am probably not quite as vicious as I seem...
), I really went to bed kind of happy, thinking we'd have a new start in our country, one where I wouldn't have to listen to a bunch of political whining, by BOTH PARTIES, for the next four years.
So when I get up, what happens? I see that the count in Florida has been so close that it automatically requires, by law, that a re-count take place, and additionally, that Al Gore has won the popular vote.
Wow.
Now let's get one thing straight right now: I feel that if after the re-count of the probably 1700+ votes already assumed to go to the Bush side, and the counting of the out-of-country absentee ballots, so far estimated at 2300 or so, show that Bush has won the Electoral Votes of Florida...he's won. Period. Fair and Square.
The Electoral College is our current system, has been our system, was the system in place when this incredibly momentous occasion took place, and should be honored at all costs.
I think unless there is some divine intervention that I'm not aware of occuring, it probably isn't a real super hard guess to assume that George Dubya is the next president of our United States.
Probably the only thing I think is kind of a raw deal, is the thing down there in South Palm Beach. I think that's it, please don't flame me if I get the exact location wrong, I think we all know what I'm talking about.
I think it's sad that there could be some confusion about where to punch the card. I know when my district's voting location used the punch system, I had to look pretty darn hard to make sure I was punching in the right place.
Okay guys, you can have a lot of fun with making fun of my intelligence about this, but really, those things can get a little confusing.
And, you do have to consider that a large part of that district were Democratic voters. Now, that's not to say nobody there would have voted for Bush, but I think it's pretty easy to say that most of the folks there probably wouldn't have voted for Buchanan.
If you've seen the ballot deal on TV today, you'll know what I'm talking about.
But you know, even as basically a life-long Democrat, I'm kind of upset that this is ending the way it is.
You know, honestly, I almost wish that Bush had won the popular vote too.
Why? Oh, lots of reasons. For one, I think that Bush will eventually win when all the counting and re-counting is done, and any lawsuit put forth by the Democrats in court would eventually fail.
Also, as a student of human nature, I can tell you that even though I'm obviously not crazy about 'ol George Dubya, I can tell he is a sensitive man. Almost too sensitive.
You can tell that he really does care a lot about what those around him think. How they feel about him. I think it is important for him to feel that he is wanted where he is, and that the will of the people is behind him too.
I know, inside, that he will think about the popular vote. And I know that for his entire presidency, inside, it will affect him, just a little bit.
As an American, I wish it wasn't that way. I want to think my president, whoever he is, feels sure, confident, and supported by the people during the term of his presidency.
So for me, this was the beginning of the waking nightmare for me.
Then, the realization that results by the media on TWO DIFFERENT OCCASIONS had been totally screwed up, I just was ready to lose it.
So now, instead of beginning to live my life one day at a time, being able to finally have a really clear, almost enjoyable pastime of watching a new, basically-without-a-cloud-hanging-over-it's-head White House Machine go to work with potential backing by both the House and Senate, to be able to watch CNN and C-SPAN with interest...I get this.
Gore wins the popular vote by over 200,000 votes. 99 million people voted in the United States. The Electoral College vote will probably be won by something like 4000 votes by voters. Wow.
So instead of a smooth, seamless transition by conflicting parties, a tribute to our governmental system, I get this crap.
Chaos. Turmoil. Snottiness by both sides, AGAIN. Fighting. Infighting. Attorneys. Accusations.
Add to that a basic feeling that this country, almost dangerously passionate, is almost completely evenly divided.
Well gosh guys, just wanted to say how I felt, and see if anyone felt the same way. It's been amazing...it's been a nightmare...but in the end?
Man, I'm glad I'm a citizen of the United States, and able to watch the free system we enjoy do it's thing, no matter WHAT it does, even when it's as ridiculous as this.
I just had resigned myself to a different reality, and freaked out when I realized today that the infighting, accusations, lawsuits, and finger-pointing were going to continue.
I don't back EITHER side in continuing this battle, and only wish for a quick, legal end to this thing. I hope that soon politics can be observed as what they should be: service to the people by our elected representatives, and the quality of their service to the people.
It's been exciting these last 36 hours...almost TOO exciting...
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